A lot of things have been bugging me lately. Not just in the negative sense, mind you, but a lot of things just feel chaotic and confusing, like so many things in me want to happen at the same time and I sometimes wonder how I’m going to get everything done. I’m sure a lot of people feel this way too.
I’m just at a point in my life when I’m wondering where this is all leading to, and am I really doing what I want, or asking myself if this is the direction I want to take. And the biggest question is, do I have the skills and the patience to achieve what I really want? I can’t help but wish that someone had the answer, like someone from the future would come to the past and tell me, “hey, you will be able to achieve this and that”, or something along those lines. Yes, I’m sort of wishing for the Meet the Robinsons plot to happen to me.
Deep down, I’m still just a confused kid…
Welcome, for I’m at the Edge of Chaos.
I’m standing on the edge
Where the world has come to an end
And nothing lies before me
But an abyss of black and white
Reality is distorted
And the truth is but a lie
I’m standing in chaos
Surrounded by a dying world
A place of hurt and sorrow
Of pain and suffering
Emotion is a feeling
Love and hate is but a word
I’m standing at the middle of it all
Watching as everything collapses
Falling into the black hole
Never to return
The end is eternal sleep
Death is but another adventure
Poem is copyrighted from my deviantart account, circa 2006.